30 Day Book Challenge: 6
Feb. 18th, 2012 07:51 pmDay 06 – A book that makes you sad
This is difficult, because I’m in my dorm room, and I only brought books that make me happy to college. Enough things make me sad for no real reason, I don’t need anything else. But oh god, A Separate Peace made me cry when I read it for the first time. I love that book, because it combines queer narrative with war narrative with boarding school bildungsroman, but what’s his face, the quiet guy Lester, who comes back from war, that was horrible and disturbing. I had no idea what the book was about, and I thought it was just a book about a boys' boarding school that just happened to take place during WWII. I did not realize that there would be actual war in it. (I was really not a good English major in high school.) So that was startling. I think - I'm not sure, but I think - A Separate Peace might have been the book where I realized how pervasive WWII was. There would never just be a book that took place during the late 1930's/early 1940's in the west, because war was everywhere, even if it wasn't at first. That was a sobering lesson in and of itself. Gene also depressed me, because he and Finny were so depressing together once he broke Finny's leg. I really wanted things to go back to the way they had been, but they never did. And just when I thought that everything was going to go well again, then it didn't, and it was all so pointless. I didn't handle the concept of pointlessness in a novel very well until after The Sun Also Rises, and I didn't read that until after A Separate Peace.
So this is also one of the few books that I really like, but haven't read more than twice because it was too depressing. (The other one that immediately comes to mind being Sethra Lavode, because Aerich and Tazendraaaaa.) And this is coming from someone who feeds off of depressing stories.
(Side note: I had to look up the last book in the Khaavren Romances because it's been ages since I read the last one ... except I didn't realize that I apparently worked through all five of those books. I only remember them as being three, but the covers are all familiar and so is the plot summary by Wikipedia. Go, me.)
This is difficult, because I’m in my dorm room, and I only brought books that make me happy to college. Enough things make me sad for no real reason, I don’t need anything else. But oh god, A Separate Peace made me cry when I read it for the first time. I love that book, because it combines queer narrative with war narrative with boarding school bildungsroman, but what’s his face, the quiet guy Lester, who comes back from war, that was horrible and disturbing. I had no idea what the book was about, and I thought it was just a book about a boys' boarding school that just happened to take place during WWII. I did not realize that there would be actual war in it. (I was really not a good English major in high school.) So that was startling. I think - I'm not sure, but I think - A Separate Peace might have been the book where I realized how pervasive WWII was. There would never just be a book that took place during the late 1930's/early 1940's in the west, because war was everywhere, even if it wasn't at first. That was a sobering lesson in and of itself. Gene also depressed me, because he and Finny were so depressing together once he broke Finny's leg. I really wanted things to go back to the way they had been, but they never did. And just when I thought that everything was going to go well again, then it didn't, and it was all so pointless. I didn't handle the concept of pointlessness in a novel very well until after The Sun Also Rises, and I didn't read that until after A Separate Peace.
So this is also one of the few books that I really like, but haven't read more than twice because it was too depressing. (The other one that immediately comes to mind being Sethra Lavode, because Aerich and Tazendraaaaa.) And this is coming from someone who feeds off of depressing stories.
(Side note: I had to look up the last book in the Khaavren Romances because it's been ages since I read the last one ... except I didn't realize that I apparently worked through all five of those books. I only remember them as being three, but the covers are all familiar and so is the plot summary by Wikipedia. Go, me.)